Dear You

Dear you
I thought about you today
I thought about our first kiss,
I thought about holding your hand your smile and your eyes.
I thought about how whenever we touched you smiled, your eyes lit up and you took all my hurt away...
I thought about you Today...

Never will I ever be the same,

Never, ever, will I forget about this pain



Dear you;

I started to cry, a few tears fell down my cheek from both my eyes...
I thought about how I want to die..
I thought about how everything would be better without me,
How your life could be so perfect and happy...
I thought about how I guess I.loved you to much.
I thought about how much I let you in my trust....
I never thought I could love like that again,
I thought of you and how your my best friend, a female version of me, I know how hard it was to believe ...

Forget me behind, just like everyone else

its okay, i forgive you, but i wont ever love someone else...


Dear you;
I miss you,
I guess that's all I'm trying to say
I hope that eventually we'll talk again some day...
I hope this finds you soon at least,
I don't know how much longer I can fake happy,
every night I fall asleep thinking off ways to end it all.