MonDroX

Dear you I thought about you today I thought about our first kiss, I thought about holding your hand your smile and your eyes. I thought about how whenever we touched you smiled, your eyes lit up and you took all my hurt away... I thought about you Today... Never will I ever be the same, Never, ever, will I forget about this pain Dear you; I started to cry, a few tears fell down my cheek from both my eyes... I thought about how I want to die.. I thought about how everything would be better without me, How your life could be so perfect and happy... I thought about how I guess I.loved you to much. I thought about how much I let yo

I'm packing up I'm shipping out I'm leaving all of this behind me I'm breaking up I'm freaking out I'm leaving all this shit behind me Your crying now Your screaming loud Your leaving all of him behind you You love him how. You hate him now your forgetting all shit, behind you In this world where nothing makes sense anymore There's a light and hope outside of that door Tear down the walls Don't trip or fall Stand proud and tall Leave all that shit behind you

dirt roads with nowhere to go empty houses and sitting alone another empty bottle in the pile sounds like just more denile oh my, now it happened again fell in love with the best of friends thought it would perfect and never end oh my, she was my best of friends.. another bottle by my side hell i wish i would've died that night my heart cant take the broken hurt my friends say "man shes just a dumb girl" but i never want to let her go i never want to face that road oh my, now it happened again fell in love with the best of friends thought it would perfect and never end oh my, she was my best of friends.. so i drink till i fa

maybe The ring on my finger doesn't mean I'm off the market maybe it just means i haven't had the heart to pawn it... maybe I'm still in love with the way you play maybe i keep thinking you'll come back some day maybe I'm the fool and the game is done maybe i don't have the strength to run so wont you say, maybe, baby.. wont you stay, maybe, baby those games you played, you called me shady, baby this is all i want to do, this is my heart spilled for you... it might be, the hurt is all i know its frightening, with all the scars i show my vices seem, to help me let go but my heart bleeds, no matter where i roam... so wont you say

The head plays games The heart never lies. If this is goodbye, this isn't goodbye. Ill see you in awhile later in life. We'll both have pieces to pick up and mend. Our love will grow stronger the next time again. Let's not allow history to repeat. This time we'll keep it tidy and neat. So here's what's left of my broken glass heart. You've always had most the pieces since the first time it fell apart...

Im just callin to say i love you im just dying to hear your voice when you speak to me all this darkness dissapears all i live for is your choice... wont you let me be yours forever wont you see the light in my eyes tell me you'll be my side forever and you'll never let me go.... even after we die just laying next to you under these stars my world is complete, and your never to far your hand on my skin and your lips on my cheek i'm living  in sin, these words i'll ask and speak wont you let me be yours forever wont you see the light put in my eyes tell me you'll be my side forever and you'll never let me go..... even after we

so now i'll fade the darkness ill lay awake with my thoughts i wont be missed again because your all that I want so now as i'm fading into the darkness my hearts still beating in my chest i've lived my life full of sins without any regrets fading into darkness ill take this final breath i'm leaving you today without  you I have nothing left so now let me fade into the darkness leave me to die alone let me fade into my darkness let my heart be ripped from my chest fading away forever now i'll never live with regrets

(Spoken Soft) Thank You For Believing and Inspiring Me, You Have NO Idea How Much It Means To me... This is for you out there... the ones who truely care your hope pushes me onward. never faultering back i will always remember everything you said to me when you spoke I always felt welcome never doubting my abilities always following me forever in my heart you'll remain giving me striength to pull through all that plagues this life has never been perfect but yet its far from the worst so I thank you for hearing my thoughts my rants and raves thank you for all the time you've spent wasting away your day. (You May Never Know